DIFFICULT MATHS PAPER!

Yesterday I revised my maths until 2 or 3 plus..
Today paper came out was so DIFFICULT!
The first page, I'm already WOW!
I wish that overall I can pass, I'm happy with it already seriously.
The paper was driving me crazy, that paper will make my brain crack.
While doing that paper, my headache coming..
My blood raised up..
At exam time, I felt like walking out of class and go home straight away..
I'm sure retain in sec 3 lor..
And my friend told me that if ppl who fail NT maths,
those ppl who took NA maths cannot be continue to take anymore.
And if we fail either english, maths or mother tongue need to retain again.
Because that is our main subjects.
ROAR!~ The school is giving me alot of stress!!!
Whole class kept complained about today maths paper!
I dun know what to do..
MYE I have already got problem, EOY how? Omg!~
And I almost cry during exam time.
My hair dropped alot during exam period too..
Maybe if I retain in sec 3, I will quit school and study private school.

After exam, we went to lot 1 eat mac.
The following people are Su Er, Hafizah, Aini, Ming Jie and Aston.
Playing and chit chating with each other..
After that Hafizah and Aini went off early.
Left the four of us, Su Er decided to go my house to use computer.
MJ and Aston followed too. =)
Su Er played until is her computer like that, she is addicted to my computer.
Hahahhaa! Is ok de lah, I'm ok with it.
Awhile they went home le.

I need you..
I love you from the bottom of my heart.

Jiayou Zhi Zang!!

Today is my second paper that is EBS.
Was damn easy because I have studied yesterday,
I tried to rmb all the point given.
End up the questions paper was very easy,
I have confident that this subject sure will get distinction.
The front page was quite hard sia, but the back was very easy. =)
After the paper, I went to MeilingAiai's house with Su Er.
Before going to her house, I at canteen saw Indah.
When she first saw me, she go and kicked my leg. =(
I almost fall sia..
Then we talk talk after that went to mac.
Take away the food and went to Meiling's house eat.
Eat eat & talk talk. =D
After that I went to sleep awhile..
Awhile Grace coming to her house.
Then awhile me & Su Er went home le.
I went home sleep again, 5pm meet Shazwan & Jia Jin.
We went to Causeway & Jurong point to find pouch.
Cause JJ wanna buy it.
Causeway out of stock, we headed to JP to find it.
Found le, JJ bought it.
He seems happy! HAHA
After that, they all hungry already.
Went to LJS eat, talk & eat..
We was late for class already, chiong cab down to teck whye blk 2.
Meet Faizah & Hilman.
Go school together..
Went in AVA room and started studying maths,
awhile I was attracted to fight with Shazwan.
I play tapping & knuckle fight with him, quite fun & exciting!
Was just a training for me.
Hilman scared me sia, I was threatening him and he ran away..
He kental sia~
But he also a fighter lah, he pai kia also.
I have no idea why he so scared me.
After class, went to mac eat.
I eat ice-cream! =)
Shared with Ming Jie, he ate the topping & I ate the villina.
After we all ate finish, we went home. =)

Tml is my Maths paper!
Nervous~ Argh!!
Jiayou all! Good luck! =)

Meow~

Family Photo

The cute girl is our family.

Shazwan & Indah=*Couple*

Known as my father & mother,

in this family =)

Informal shot.

The Family.
Noor, Indah, Seri & me.

Me eating Ice-cream =D

Indah, Shazwan & Me.

Me & Shazwan

Today is my first test paper for english,
I made alot of mistakes! Argh!~
I was so stress up when I do the paper..
And I was being nervous, I will forget things easily..
After school, waited for Shazwan.
Then he went home first, I accompany MeilingAiai.
After I accompany her, I went home and get prepare.
And I waited for him about 45 or 55mins, going to 1 hour!
I was so fed up at that time!
He is the first guy, I waited for so long!
But awhile my anger was gone. =)
We headed to Lavender, because he wanna do IC.
I hope my birthday faster reach! Hehehehe..
After making IC, we went to Bugis shop shop.
Omg! I saw one person that is mixing up sex together.
I mean is like he is a guy but his body is a girl, so sexy lor.
After shopping, we went to eat.. =D
We ordered our main dishes and after that Shazwan went to order Pratar with chocolate!
So damn freaking full! Omg~
After eating, we went to walk walk.
I think I saw Ferlyn with her guy too,
I wanted to say hi but her guy beside her so is not the right time yet.
She forgot or dun remember that is me, I think she got saw me bah.
Not sure..
Next go on our journey, we went to shop shop without buying anything.
Because the things there very expensive! Argh!~
After exams, I need to work full-time already..
No money on my pocket le..
After shopping, we went back home already.
Kept falling asleep on the way back home =(
Reached home, I went out again to find Meiling.
Because I wanna take back my notebook.
I was too tired when I on the way to her house..
Later on I still got tuition, oh gosh~
Tuition time, I was no mood..
Too tired.. I hate people to irritates me when I have no mood.

Tml got EBS test! Argh~
Help help!!
Pictures will be uploaded. =)
Enjoy!

I love you with all my heart!
No giving up on you till is the right time for me to give up on you.

Weeee~

All that I have wore, is all just bought.

[Except watch]

Zilian time!

Last time we took.
I just uploaded it again,

cause I long time diden take any pics already.

Today went to Cell Group Meeting.

Kept studying at there.. STRESS~

The cgm was so long lah, kept praying and praying. =)

After cgm, went home straight away..

Cause I need go home study, took bus home.

Saw Jaslyn inside the bus, got a shocked.

Singapore was so small~

Later on going bugis with my mother.

Go buy what I want! Wheee~

I just came back from bugis with my mum.
Today we took bus to bugis, it seem so sway~

Have a heavy traffic jam, because got an accident..

I begin to pray and pray..

We reached there need about 1 hour plus because of the accident..

First we walk walk first, went to toilet then food junction.

After that, is shopping time!

I bought alots of things!
I bought necklet, bracelet, top and bottom..

Total cost me about $40 to $50++

Bankrupt already~

Seriously I have long time diden went to shopping already..

Because I have no time and very rare to go out with my parents.

After buying all the things, took cab home. =)

Meow!~

Scariest Day!
Today school day was fine.
After school, straight away went home and sleep.
Because later on I got afternoon and night classes..
I'm the first one who reached school, no one was there with me.. How sad..
And I forgot to bring wallet along, I only bring ez-link card and $10 with me =(
I went to buy food and eat..
Got one auntie ask me "You lost how much weight?"
I said "15kg"
Auntie reaction "Wah!"
She ask "How you do lost so much weight?"
I said "Training helped me to lost that much weight"
Her reaction "Oh oh.."
I said "Previous weight I'm 75kg, now current weight is 60kg"
Then uncle said "Oh good good.. But eat also must eat lah, dun diet too over"
I said "Oh okok."
I walked away..
Continue my work..
Awhile, Baihaiqi and Su Er came.
Called my teacher diden pick up, sms my teacher never reply..
Wah.. Su Er sms him, he got replied sia!" Idiot!! :/
He ask we all to go down to HOD outside sit and wait for him..
He covered a few chapters.. I fully understood better~
He taught us about 1 or 2 hours plus,
we went up to the canteen prepared for maths class.
Do work quietly, i'm so good girl =)

After we had dismissed, I with Hans gang find ghost.
At first, I with Zuraidah group..
We four went to hall back stage..
Zuraidah's friend took my phone and shot the ghost.
Omg! The image appeared and I can saw a boy squating at the taekwondo cage!
After that I went back to Hans gang and they told me that they walk awhile got light kept like siao siao..
Cause they told me that nobody go on the light when they turn back and look.
And it obviously is already that thing..
And I dun believe it..
I walk with them again, it really HAPPENED!
But I really dun believe it yet, cause my friend go and play with the light i think..
After that we chiong toward the hall..
And I saw something flew passed!
And I stunt! Did I see wrong??
I really saw A WHITE LONG DRESS FLEW AND PASSED BY THE STAIRCASE!!!
And is slow motion!!
I cant really believe that ghost exist in this world!
Omg!! After we have discovered finish, we went to mac leibak..
Awhile went home.. =)

Sick and tired!

Mummy New Style, done by Adeline.

Mummy Chio Bu! =D

TWSS Hockey VS South African Hockey!
Twss-Red
South African-Black

Today school day I can described 3 words Boring, Slacking and Die-ing!
First period EBS, so BORING!!!
Whole period kept file-ing paper paper paper!
So slacking and boring lor!
English period, same teacher relief us..
At least the teacher will auto gave us paper to do~
So I sit down at my place and do quietly...
Next lesson Chinese, boring also~
Next is recess: Do work, eat & drink..
Indah came to find me to take songs. =)
Hehehehe! She so funny lah~
Next lesson period is CPA, sleepy!
Next lesson is Maths!
My classmate got problem again..
I cant mention it here, not good..
After this lesson DISMISS TIME! =D
Stay back in school with IndahSis, Miko, Adeline to watch Hockey.
Today got Hockey tourament!
TWSS VS South African!
Before the tourament start.
Me, Miko and Adeline went to play basketball.
My 3 pointer is BACK! =)
We played about 1 or 2 hours then went to see hockey.
I ask my mei about the score, she said draw 1:1
Saw RahayuMummy!
We went to talk talk with her..
So long diden see her le lor!
Talk about 1 hour plus then me, Miko, Adeline and Delon sent Mummy to blk 9.
On the way to there, Mummy and others was being sarcastics~
I did not coorperate with them lah, too Eeeyyerr! *Hair stand*
Miko and Delon went off le, left me and Adeline..
We accompany mummy to wait for her friend.
We kept talking talking and talking non-stop..
Awhile her friend came le and we went off.
We from teck whye walked to Ten-Mile Junction, cause Adeline wanna buy watch.
After buying, went to eat.
After eating, I walked home! =)

I really cant stand my school day anymore!
Made me sick and tired!
Exams are coming and is on next week somemore!
And yet teacher are keeping themselves absence absence absence!~
How to prepare for our M.Y.E?!
I cant imaging my exams, how many mark could I get..
Teachers kept on talking good phrases to us and end up they are just talking shit!
This is how teachers treated us when exams are coming~
Wah! If they come back,
I really want to give each of them ONE TIGHT SLAP STRAIGHT TO THEIR BLOODY FACE!
I really cant stand it sia, I really dun feel like going to school anymore~
Every year are always like that!
How to get good results?!
How to make our NT classes popular?!
Kamy Ong said that our NT classes can make a higher chance to make NT class popular.
So now?! Aren't she talking shit too?!
Say what must work hard this shit and that shit!
So what if we really work hard?!
Got any teacher that is there to guide us, so that our hard work is not wasted?!
I really cant stand NT class anymore!
No class is like us! I really very envy sia!
I really feel like changing to another school~
I think is better for me rather than continue to stay in this school/class..
If this continue like this..
Two suggestion to make my real decision will be:
1.Change school
2.Writing a bad report to school.

End of my post!

Meow!

Today school day was so fun!~
Kept playing in class and listening to songs. =)
WE HAVE FREEDOM! =D
After school. Meet Celeste, Miko and Adeline at blk 6.
I told Miko that I kanna beat, because I want her to faster come and meet me. =)
She down there slowly walking.. Wth..
She told me that she saw Indah at pavilion with one friend...
Wah.. From where I stand, I can hear the laughing sound came from Indah.
So loud sia~ I think even the school can hear the laughing sound,
if I'm not wrong.. =)
After meeting them, I saw Sinjie walking by..
Meiling go settle thing with her..
After that. Me, Miko and Adeline went to Mac..
Laughing, eating and disturbing our badminton junior. =)
I ate ice-cream cone and hamburger.. SO FULL!
After that, Miko need to go home le..
Me and Adeline went back to school to study,
end up diden study but playing basketball.
We form two team, my team won! =)
After playing basketball,
me and Adeline walking to Ten Mile Junction proceed on to Lan Shop.
After that took bus home.

I wont left you behind.
I wont let you do all things by yourself.
I wont let you fall.
I wont let you be sad.
I will be your guider and leader to lead you with me.
For you, I will do anything to make you happy forever.
My path for you are forever full of happiness.
Must take of yourself when i'm not at your side.
Nothing will happen to me, dun worry ok..
Even it is, I will still persistent on.
I wont pull you down together to suffer with me.
I love you forever.

Fine day!

Today went to school as per normal.
Meet Meiling as usual..
After that, me and Marilyn went to school together.
Cause Meiling they all wanna late, I dun want.
Cause I'm a good girl, always goes to school punctually.
First lesson EBS, boring and sleepy~
Second lesson Science, boring~
Third PE lesson! So fun~
Run 3 rounds outside hall for warm up..
Do sit and reach, I reach 38!
I cant believe Su Er reached 50 plus!
Beaten up all the boys, especially Baihaiqi! So Good lor~
Su Er doing sit up, 28 times. =(
I thought she can do better than me, she told me some of the boys disturbing her..
That why she cant do..
I beat down her! I done 40 sit-up in 1 mins! =D
Break record!
Last time I always cant pass or just reach border line..
Cause last time I big size mah, that why I cant pass or whatever..
Now is a BIG difference! =D
If those people knew me for very long,
they should know how much I have changed.
After PE, recess time..
Ate with Su Er together~
Share food and drink, cause I one person cant eat finish so wasted..
So we share it. =)
After eating, I'm still hungry..
Bought Hotdog bread eat. =)
I brought out of the canteen, no counseller dare to stop me. HAHA
Saw Indah, while eating and walking passed by her.
She said "Eat eat"
I ask you all, eat got anything wrong? =.=
I went to kick her leg! Muahahaha~
Went back to class and I forgot to take class list.
Went to general office and took 2 class lists.
Next period is Maths, boring again~
Next is NA maths remidial..
Stressing~ Roar! My hair dropped alot. =(
Had some kinda "qurrel" with Meiling.
After the lesson, went to lot 1 with Su Er awhile..
After that went home.
Tired for the whole day! =(

I will never leave my gang alone behind.
I will lead them, till the day we are seperate.
No matter what, I will still persistent on.
I love you all!

Meow!!

Today went to service..
After service, went to JP eat.
Me and Delicia ate the same thing, Yon Tao Fu and Mango Sunrise [Dessert]
So full lor~
After eating, went to catch a movie.
I watch Forbidden Kingdom.
So niiccee!!~
Cause I like to watch fighting & violence show..
So damn nice right!~
After watching, I felt sleepy already..
They said wanna meet Ann, but I diden..
Cause too sleepy, I cant take it anymore.
So I take a move..
Took bus, infornt of me is two couple of lesbian~
Omg! So disgusting..
Awhile, I fall asleep in bus.
Alighted before BPP, then I walked home. =)

Looking forward to chalet!
And Exams are coming next week,
these days are busying and struggling with my studies~
Stressing up!
Mr Fool~ Help me with my science! =(
*Help help help*
SA1 aiming target *5 distinction* =D

Let me die in the sea and forget me.
Old me have just passed, New me have just begun.

Sad~

Can we go back to the past?
I dun want to go on like this, is not what I expacted.
You are like just climbing up my head..
Is like my problem is my problem, your problem is my problem.
I really dun know what are you thinking now..
I really dun know you very well now..
I just wanted is go back to the past, that all I wanted..

Haiz.. I'm currently in stress~
Stress in all kinds of things..
Bad things are happening to me and my friends.
I just cant let my friends to settle it alone but I approach to help them.
I'm just kept avoiding of my problem and I help my friends to settle problems first..
I know there is no point of avoiding, I have to face it and settle it.
When I have problems, where is my friend?
When I have problems, who are the one helping me to settle it?
When I have problems, why there is no one helping me?
I really dun know what to do..
Why I must do and settle it all by myself?
When people have problems, I help them to settle it. [Is that any wrong?]
I'm always put myself at the last.
All things and friends always be first.

And CCK CC got tourament for me! Thanks Uncle!
I will do my best! =)

Happy Birthday Ayu Mummy!

I love you! =)

What is a true friend?
A friend is someone
Who is supposed to be there
In times of need
In good times
And Bad.

What is a boyfriend?
A guy that is special to you
That makes you feel like no other
Someone you can love
And someone who will love you back.

But you know what
The difference is between
A true friend and a boyfriend

A true friend will never break your heart
A true friend will never leave you in the dark
A true friend will never abandon you
In your time of need
A true friend will love you unconditionally
No matter how stupid, messed up, or foolish you are

True friends will always be there
And I want you to know
That I found a true friend in you.

You are the greatest friend there ever was
Thank you for being there
To help me hold my head high
In my times of need.

Tired~

Today went for coach and Yew Tee CC for training.
Coach training more and more slacking~
I got to play one time of double match.. So scary lor~
After that me, IndahSis and AdelineBro went off to YTCC..
Playing matches with Indah and Uncles..
When Indah play with Adeline, I can see that Indah's blood are going UP.
Because she play with Adeline,
Adeline kept missed the ball and dun know where to put it.
Wah.. If I play with her, I dun know my limit of patient will maintain until where sia..
If I'm out of control, I will sure give her black face and keep quiet want lor.
Because I play in court is serious and not joking around..
And I dun really like to partner noob,
I'm sure I will be out of control myself.
If I partner Indah, of course I will be not taking it serious..
Cause she ask me dun make her so stress,
then I just made her laugh like crazy..
After the match, Indah said to her sorry. =)
Of course Indah is not purposely wanna get angry with her lah,
in her heart think of WIN and not Lose. =)
I'm also thinking the same of her, who dun want win?
Siao people will not be thinking of win but lose.
After that match, me and Indah kept playing with them..
Adeline have left..
Me, Indah and other people kept playing, me and Indah kept wining. =D
After the training, went to Yew Tee walk walk..
After that went home.

Muay Thai Boxing is so Co0l!
I currently learning that! =D

I will not giving up on you..

=D

Today got back my report slip.
Got one Distinction for Maths! Wahahaha~
Mid-Year going aim for 5 Distinction! *Higher Aiming*
Die die must chiong already~
I bought a thick maths guide book SOS distinction,
is for 'O' Level..
Actual price $25.35
But I'm a membership, got discount -$2.54
The cost price after deducting, it cost me $22.81
I think is very worth it lah..

I went to night class for science and maths.
Omg! The whole topic that Mr Fool had covered, I really totally dun understand.
I think I going school or not, is still the same..
Can someone help me with my science?? =(
After night class, went to teck whye market walk walk with Su Er and Shazwan.
On the way going to my bus-stop, I saw Grace.
Went to slack with them for awhile then went home.
10pm I went home already.
End of my post!

In May, I have two chalet for me to go! =D

-26, 27 and 28 may is Grace's chalet.

-28, 29 and 30 may is Su Er's chalet.

I'm so looking forward lah!

Because this is my FIRST time going to chalet~

I hope that there will be no bad happening, just to predict.

I love you all!~

Sotong, I miss you!!!

C.I.S.M.A "I miss you all too!"

-Hey guys, maybe this saturday I'm planning to go out together.

Because I have so long diden go out together le, I think is time to reunite again!

Please make it free on this saturday.

Thank you.

Meow!!

Today school day was so slack~
After school, meet Indah and Miko at canteen..
Then I accompany them go lot 1 then I took bus home.
Reaching home, faster get prepare and go out..
Took cab and went to fetch Indah,
then last min Shazwan called me and ask can I go fetch them.
I said ok.. Fetch them already, took back to school.
The cab fare is $8! Wow!~
Alighted outside canteen and went up to hall.
Changed shoes and then strokes with them.
Single Christina VS Indah!
I almost win her, but in the end she win lah..
Next player, Christina VS Shazwan!
I also almost win him.. ROAR!
My Single is BACK!
After badminton training, went to Lot 1 with a group of my Gang.
Having fun with them..
Indah abit sad sad lah, I dun know why.
Indah went home first, cause she need to go home early.
8pm reached home..
End of my post!~

Tomorrow is a very busy day for me already..
Cause SA1 is coming in 2 weeks time.
I'm worried about my Science lah!
I think that I went to school to study science and not coming to school also the same..
Cause I dun understand the whole chapters of the science!! ROAR~
Tml I got night class.. YAY!
Can meet Indah, I also can disturb her. HAHA
But I'm always go there for studies and not go there and disturbing people~
Tml is my whole day of self-revision! =)

I'm always free for you when you need help.

FOCUS IS ALWAYS IMPORTANT!

Go go go!

Today first period EBS, boring..
Second period English, more boring..
Third period Maths, super duper boring!~
Watta! All of my lesson super boring lor..
Go school or not, isnt it the same?
Fourth period recess, eat then go back to class..
Fiveth period CPA lesson, sleepy~
*Dismissed*
Maths NA lesson, easy questions coming out..
MOE looking at us how we behaviour, how the teacher have taught us..
So scary sia..
After NA lesson, Indah actually waiting for me at the canteen..
And I diden know about it..
So I just walk out of the school with my friends..
Sorry girl..
Went to blk 6 with Meiling and Su Er.
Called Indah and I ask her this and that,
then that bastard Shazwan talk to me in CB manner lor!
FED UP SIA!
I talking to her in a nicely way lor, what he not happy with!
Then I hang up her phone~
CB sia.. Talk to this kind of person(him), are just wasting my precious time..
I felt like giving him ONE TIGHT SLAP STRAIGHT TO HIS BLOODY FACE!
On that moment, I super HOT sia!
Not happy come and find me lah~
Then me and Su Er went to Mac eat.
We ordered the same thing:
Mac chicken student meal (Upsize) and Hot Fude Sunday X2.
So full lah~
Omg!~ I becoming fat..
After eating, Su Er went to my house and play audition..
I fall asleep at that moment, cause too tired..
Then that bastard called me and ask Indah got call or sms me.
I said dun have..
Then talk talk talk~
Said what meet at Yew Tee CC..
Ok fine, at that moment I'm ok already..
Cause whenever I'm angry towards a person,
I'm sure my anger will be ok in a short while..
Took cab with Su Er, thanks Su Er for sending me to YTCC! =D
I love her lah! So good sia..
On the way there, it started raining..
I alighted at YTCC, waited for them.
And I was staring my name at the noticeboard~
Haha! First time sia, my name is up there..
Like so popular.. HAHA

Tml is my match le.
Christina, Indah and her father, Shazwan, Miko - Jiayou ok!
Make Teck Whye Proud ok!
Be The Head And Not The Tail!
GO GO GO!!


Oh Yeah! I got my supporter!
My mother, Delicia and Estelle!
If you feel free on that day, please do come and support me.
Please sms me, if you are coming.
My match will start at 7pm. (Please come before 7pm)
Venue: Yew Tee CC
I playing Single for my match.
My confident will be 80%
I'm stress ok..
Yesterday, I having headache.. So damn pain ok.
But today, I'm ok already. =)
I think when I'm in the court, my whole soul will get trembling~
I hope tomorrow is my better day and I really hope that I will win all the matches!

No matter how much we have covered our distance.
I will walk with you forever..

Ah! My head very pain lah!~
Omg! I think, I think too much of the tourament le lah..
I'm so nervous! Two more days to go, I will wait till the day!
Die die must chiong and win the game!
No point of going there and lose the game.

To Indah:
I will always treasure our friendship without counting the miles between us,
the days we've been apart or the differences we share.
*Do not walk ahead of me; I may not know the way.
*Do not walk behind me; I may not know the way to lead.
Just walk with me... as friends forever.

Meow~

Today diden go to church, because I'm preparing for next coming tuesday tourament.
Booked court from 1.45pm to 3.45pm..
Before that, I went to slack awhile with (Meiling, Celeste and Celeste's sister)
After that find Miko and Shazwan..
Settle the payment, then started to play..
Seriously, I really dropped down my standed alot at playing single.
Because everytimes, I will be playing doubles.
I can get prepared to lose the match in tourament.
Seriously, when I dun have the heart to play, I wont take it seriously..
And my legs and hands are lazy to move..
Omg! I'm so scared to play in the tourament..
After training, we went to Lot 1 ate Mac.
I order 'Hamburger, Filet-O-Fish Student Meal[Upsize])
Shazwan order'Filet-O-Fish Student Meal[Upsize])
After eating all that we order, I went to order just a Mac Wing.
Shazwan said "for what?"
I said "eat lah."
Miko said "Buy and keep"
We was like laughing like hell sia!
And we made Shazwan paiseh.. xD
After eating, went home.

No Pain No Gain! I Will Chiong For The Game, In Order To Win The Game!
You all must play well for the match! Jiayou!

A renew day for me.

Cool Gang-Happy 1 month anniversary!

I love you all! Especially Sotong!

C.I.S.M

Sian~

Yesterday, was the whole day training..
Tired and shiok lah!
First went for coach training, trained till siao lor..
After that, me and Shazwan rushed down to Yew Tee CC for training.
Saw Indah, I thought she angry sia.
Cause we was late 45mins for this training.
But thank God that she diden get angry. xD
Get a chance to spent time with her..
After training, went home.
Miss you girl!

Today went to CGM, almost late..
"Sorry Delicia that you have waited for me for so long"
Today CGM is almost about 2 hours plus..
Almost fall asleep, because of yesterday training.
After CGM, actually need to meet with Indah to go lot 1 study..
At end, diden go study..
So I went home and sleep..

I'm always drank Soy Bean Milk to forget everything. =)
No matter what, I wont be having any hatred over you.

Busy day.

Yesterday went to CCK Stadium watched soccer. [SAF VS Y.LION]
It was so exciting!~
I went with [Indah, Seri and Nor], [Delicia and Debbie],
Shazwan and Indah's two friends.
SAF won of course, my idiol!
The Warriors! Wahahahaha!~
SAF Vs Y.Lion [4-0]
How pathetic Y.Lion is, got Zero all the way.
All the fans there was supporting Warriors! xD
After watching, went home.

Today went to school and study half day only.
I also dun know why today so special, I think is because of ytd is APEX Day bah.
Today lesson only got Maths and English that all.
Maths lesson, listening to songs and do my work.
English lesson, Mr Jamiel told his story when he was in NS.

Anyway, I got my Maths Grade 1 for April Test!
I'm so happy and overjoyed! Cause I got distinction!
Out of 40 people, only 12 or 18 passes..
I LOVE MY DAY!

Oh ya, later need to meet Shazwan at 2pm.
I got training at 4pm to 7pm later on.
Then 7pm need to rush down for another training at Yew Tee CC,
Omg! Every friday I always busy with training for the whole day.
Din even get a good rest.

Whee!~

Yeah! Today took back my sim card!
I'm so happy! Thanks OM!
Today have training, so shiok lah~
After training, Indah wanna go change.
She ask me wanna go change mah, I ask her "Wanna change with who? You ah?"
She was like laughing lah, me too.
Cause I always wanna make her laugh mah.
Remember, I'm the joker! xD
After she had got changed,
me, Indah and Shazwan went to Lot 1 for awhile then went home.

Tml APEX Day,
playing captain ball.
I hope that Osprey will win all the way and get 1st for this year!
And I also hope that I can VS Indah group too! Muahahahaha!~
Jiayou Osprey!! Go Go Go!~

Oh ya! Next tuesday I got a tourament.
I playing single match, I hope that I can get into Semi-Final.
So long I diden play Single match already.. Omg!
I must keep practise hard already and keep is to that standard.
I really hope that I can win all the way!
I do the best, God will do the rest!~
-Zhi Zang, Indah, Indah's father, Miko and Shazwan jiayou ok!
Lets make our school proud and not being disgrace our school!
Remember our school motto "To strive and not to yield"
Jiayou Jiayou Jiayou!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!

I'm really very sorry.

I'm sorry for what I have done.
Even you can forgive me, but I can't even forgive myself.
I felt so guilty now.
At Yew Tee CC outside, me and Shazwan was kept crying..
This is my first time crying because of you.
My tears were freely rolling down my cheeks.
Because we scared to lose you.
Because we scared that you are taking us from granted.
Because we scared you can't be our side forever.
Even when you graduate, we still want to be together.
We will never be apart from each other.
When you can forget us, we will never forget you.
I'm the one who closest to you, our relationship is stronger.
I scared that when you get better relationship with others group of friends,
you will follow them and not follow me.
We are sisters alright, everything must do together.
When you are sad, I'm sad too.
When you happy, I'm happy too.
And remember our behaviour is similar, I realised it not long ago.
We have the same watches and bags,
this proof that our promises will never be broken.
We will not be apart from each other,
we will always stay together.
I will never take off my watch, no matter what happen.
No one else can seperate between us.
I willing to sacrifice everything to spent time with you,
to get our relationship even more stronger.
I will not want to lose you this friend,
cause you are the only one who are closest to me too.
Our secrets, we have shared to each other.
Me and Shazwan regretted what we have done.
Even you can forgive us, but I can't even forgive myself.
But if you cant forgive us,
I'm willing to do by not eating & sleeping till I collapse down,
until you totally forgive us.
As like you said "As we go on, we remember all the times we have together.
And as our lifes change, come whatever we still be FRIENDS FOREVER."
I'm happy when I saw that message you sent me,
but I really dun deserve this kind of friend like you.
Cause whatever the wrong things I have done, you can forgave me easily.
And the strange things is that whatever you have done the wrong things,
is uneasy for me to get angry over you.
I know you have this kind of feeling/thinking too.
What had happened in the afternoon,
God is setting us a test how the way we handle it.
Remember, we will never go on smoothly forever.
There will always something happen between us.
I'm really very sorry for what I have done,
but even it is a small thing, I'm really can't forgive myself.

Baby, I love you!

Today went to training.
Before going to training I got Cheer Practicing,
and after that I actually have meet Indah and Adeline at lot 1.
My house was the first to dismiss! HAHA
And Indah very slow lor.. Sian! Must go home myself again..
Reach home, faster got prepared and rush out of my house.
Took LRT to Lot 1, I'm so tired.. =(
Reach Lot 1, met them and we took cab to school.
Shiok! HAHAHAHA!
Start training!
Playing all the day~
I miss my sec 1 lah!
And one of the girl play very cute lor! xD
Today Ms Liow got angry because they brought up sweet drinks,
and Ms Liow actually saw it.
No time extend today. Sad~
After training, went to basapalam with Indah, Shazwan, Dave and Aidil.
Then Indah have class later on, so she went home first.
Shazwan also went home.
So left me, Dave and Aidil..
I bought mineral water, chicken wing, 3 Octopus balls and a black pepper hotdog.
So full lah! I almost cant walk any further distance anymore..
Awhile we decided to go home.
Dave sent me to my area, thanks Dave!
So sweet & nice of you! =D
I love you!
Went home and put my bag, went jogging on the way to plaza.
Ate MOS Burger! Hehehehehe!
After eating, jog back home again..
End of my day!

Baby, I love you!

Everyday going out with you,

you just made my life more happier!