8 more days to N level !

I want to study but still I don't have the heart to study..
Oh gosh.. I am such a lazy person !
Oh well, hope that the day will be going smoothly for me.

We became like this, because of you.
We became like this, staying in cold wars and never talk like last time we used to.
We became like this, because of you who are the who said the reason that making me pissed off.
Who are you dare to say me ?
Who are you dare to judge me ?
Don't be such a bitch to me..
Because I hate bitchy !

Oh YEAH ! Today is my last 2 papers !
Gonna end this hell gate now! HEHES.
Oh.. From last Sunday to today, it happened so many things that made me gone crazy.
So fucking pissed me off because of some reason..
And next 2 weeks is my N level already, I'm so damn nervous ~
Oh gosh.. I pray that it will go on well smoothly for me.

Think before you do it !
Don't make me pissed off.
I'm not that kind of person as what you have think before.
Please get this clear and wash your dirty bloody brain !

Mr V, I miss you damn much !

Today I did not go to school because I have a bad headache.
Study really gone crazy at all times ~
Even though, today is my rest day but I still stay at home and study.
After study, meet Indah and go for jogging.
6pm plus I went home.

I will be MIA from now,
until I have the free time.
Due to Prelims and upcoming N level,
mugging all the way~
Byebye (:

I can see that you really love me.
But so sorry that I must let go of you, because I can't accept it.
Let's be friend is better for us.

Today first period is EBS.
Do work and after that fall asleep..
Because I already finish copied the answer,
so while waiting for the teacher to move on to another questions so I sleep first.
I'm so damn tired..
Second period is CPA.
Oh gosh ! Do the same thing again and again,
is a worst nightmare having CPA lesson.
Third period is Science, went up to class and chat with Hafizah.
Reach my class, I found out that my handphone left inside the com lab !
I finish dash out of my classroom and headed down to com lab and find my phone.
How dumb am i leaving my phone inside the com lab.
Some more is 3J having their lesson at that com lab. How sway~
After getting back my phone, faster run up back to my classroom.
After science is recess !
Sit with Hafizah and my friends.
Recently no appetite, I dun know why.
After recess is Maths.
Oh gosh ! This is really the worst to worst nightmare I really have.
Maths and Maths ! Shit~
I think after prelims and N level has finish,
you all will see me at mental hospital.
I really will go crazy..
End of my post.

I'm so bored while waiting for DT,

so I starts to Zi-Lian xD

Today supposed to meet DT up to study together.

End up she can't because her mum diden give her money.

Before that early in the morning we pray together..

Our life are living with a spiritual life. HAHA !

Around 1 or 2 pm plus, we meet up and went to CC play badminton.

Shared court with the kids, play with them.

When I play with them, I can see that they play quite good.

But the way I play with them, they were shocked.

Because maybe I play too rough bah. HAHA.

We play until 3.15pm, went to food court eat Yong Tau Foo.

After that I kept asking DT to accompany me go CKCC play badminton.

Just to sit there and wait for me until 7.45pm

Because if I go alone and some more I don't even know that much about that uncle.

So I dragged DT go with me. Hehe !

Thank you.

Accompany her went back home and get changed.

Took bus 190 to CKCC.

Reach there just 4.30pm only.

They start at 5.45pm.

So we went to mac donald sit down for awhile..

Talk and talk to kill time.

When the time reach 5.45pm, we went in and I get prepared first.

Today I play not so good, maybe I'm just tired..

After badminton, I bring DT walk around teck whye market there.

After that I get hungry, I buy food and we eat together.

After finish eating, we walk to plaza and walk around.

After finish walking, we went home.

The end..

God has speak to me all this before

Proverbs 22:6

"Train up a child in the way he should go, And when he is old he will not depart from it"

John 1:1

"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God"

1 John 1:9

"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

Revelations 3:20

"Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door,

I will come in to him and dine with him, and he with Me."

Hebrews 11:1

"Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen."

Romans 8:28

"And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God,

to those who are the called according to His purpose."

Today went prayer meeting with Delicia.

Meet her at 5pm then we go church together.

When we are on the way to church, we chatted things which are funny.

Hahahas! I will not mention it here.

Reach church is just 6.45pm, we went to the auditorium and sit for awhile.

When the time reach 7pm, we started to pray for:

->Each other, Family, Church, CGM & CGL

Pray and pray, I can feels the presence of God are here in this place.

Speaking to me and my heart melts by what He has say.

But overall for prayer meet are good.

After prayer meet, we went home.

Tomorrow English Prelim !

Oh gosh~ Time flies so fast !

1 to 2 months time I graduating soon..

When I step in of this real world, where would I go?

I really very scared to step in to this world, I'm so afraid to go the wrong path.

Argh ! I wanna die ~

Today work at 12pm until 8pm.
Starting of work, I'm getting tired and lacking of energy.
2 hours later, I told to go break as I was feeling unwell.
I told Hazel to let me have 1 hour break in order for me to have enough rest.
Thank God, Hazel said okay.
I slept for half an hour, punch in at 2.46pm
I went back to sit and talk to Vicknesh.
He so cute ah, he made me smile and we laughed together.
Suzanna ask me to go back home,
I said I don't want because today is double pay.
Then one by one all the managers ask me to go back home,
I kept saying I'm fine but the fact is I'm not.
Faz ask me "Is health or money important?"
I said "Money". HAHA!
This year I work less on double pay day,
so today even though I'm sick I will still persistent on..
Bible said "When I'm weak, I will say 'I'm strong' "
Faz allowed me to continue work,
but if I'm really not feeling well I must tell her.
Thank you Faz ! =)
No customer, so bored at the counter front..
Vicknesh going home at 6pm.
7pm plus, I went to send orders.
Text Jovy and chat with her.
After finish sending my order, I slowly walk back to store.
8pm plus end work, text Jovy again.
She diden even reply me, I'm like okay fine if she dun wanna reply.
And I sent her 3 messages. Argh~
Reached home and sleep.

Later going prayer meet at 7am.
HELP ! I need to woke up at 5am later. *Dying*

Oh God, strengthen me in Your Name.
And let me have the lively day to survive on.
Lifting up my burden and tiredness into Your hand,
as it will lighten my soul.
You are my Lord, that will meet my needs.
I lifted this all into Your hand, Amen.

Today I went to for the cross country.

Actually I plan to not going for cross country,

but my friend are running so I went for the cross country.

First is seeing uniform team marching in, after that proceed to the hall and see some videos.

After that we ahead down to the hockey pitch to do our warm up to get ready for cross country !

First time, I also nervous and I don't have the mood and motivation to run.

No faith with me either..

But I want to get top 100 position can get a red bull !

And that is ! I'm in the top 100 position and din expect it to happen.

Thank God for that.

After cross country is prize presentation, after that went home.

Reached home, I'm half dead..

I slept for 1 or 2 hours, faster get prepared and go plaza to buy shuttlecock.

You know one tube cost how much? It cost $44 ! Wth..

Oh well.. Forget it, I'm sure God will bless me even more than what I have spent it away.

Haha ! I'm bad =(

After that, took bus 171 to Yishun interchange alighted at there and took MRT to Khatib.

I meet Estelle at there.

Walk for 5 mins to reach our destination, but we think that we still have enough time.

We went to explore Bottle Tree which is just opposite the stadium,

that place was so unwelcoming..

We saw Big Swarm.. HAHA !

Then we went to check out the price of the food,

because we planning that after finish playing badminton we go there to eat.

When we finish exploring the place, we went to stadium already.

We played first while waiting for others..

We played 4 pm to 6 pm.

After we finished playing badminton,

we changed our mind and went to Yishun there eat.

We found our place for us to eat, I went to fetch Gwen.

After finish eating, went to Evelyn's house for CGM..

Reached Evelyn' house, Gwen wanted to play badminton with me.

So I accompany her went downstair at the car park to play our badminton. HAHA !

Play and play until we sweat a lot..

Wah.. Later when we sit together with our member in the cell,

sure stink and polluted in Evelyn's house. Hahas !

8 pm plus started already,

games first after that Praise & Worship follow by Sermon then end already..

After that we went to Yew Tee eat supper.

Then took cab home.

i will give You the highest Praise !

let the Heaven be always open for us to fill with Vision & Dream.

we want to fulfill and accomplish what You have given for us,

and all the glory shall given it to You.

I love You, my God.

I got a result slip of showing how much point and grade I get.

And thank God ! I got A2, 20 point and 2 Bonus point for my CCA!

Today after school, meet Sri and we walked to lot 1.

On the way to Lot 1, we chit chatting and Sri told me of her problem inside her heart.

I can feel how much pain and how much problems she needs to go thru.

And I talk to her and help her solved some of her problems.

When we reaching Lot 1, got one crazy uncles sang a songs.

Damn loud and shouting beside my ear, it was so irritating and painful.

I scolded him "Fcuk you! Fcuk your mother pussy !" *Pointing a middle finger*

I know is bad but he is too crazy and irritating..

I can't stand this kind of person behaving like this.

Reached Lot 1, we walked and see around after that we went to eat.

At that moment, I'm so hungry..

I treated Sri what she wants to buy, it just a blessing to her.

Beside her, I also blessed her sister (Indah, my beloved Sis)

Oh well, after eating we went home.

Reached home, message Ben ask him whether is he free tonight.

Because I wanna go gym, so I ask him can he accompany me.

Thank God he said okay, because I really wanna go gym. HAHA!

So we meet 7.30pm

I went to sleep at 4 pm plus, I set my alarm clock at 6 pm.

Because I need to woke up and prepare everything.

So when the time reach 6 pm, I refused to get up.

I was so tired and sleepy..

So finally, I wake up at 6.30pm

Hahas ! So I wake up and get prepared,

after that dashed out of my house to meet Ben.

We went in do workout all this around 1 hour, we get out of there already.

Because there is nothing much to do..

We went to Yew Tee to find Rouping, she working today.

We buy bubble tea first that go find Rouping.

We bought Drumlet to eat, Ben bought Spicy Lime Drumlet and I bought Chili Drumlet.

After that, me and Ben have a discussion and talked about Our Religion.

He taught me many things, so I learnt a lot from him.

We talked until Rouping ended work. HAHA !

After that reached home around 11 pm plus (=

Serve the Lord with fear,

and rejoice with trembling.

The Lord shall judge the people: judge me, O LORD, according to my righteousness, and according to mine integrity that is in me.

Helloo ! =)
I'm in com lab right now, just finished doing my work.
Let's talk about previous 2 lesson.
First lesson having Mother Tongue, got back my yesterday results.
I passed, I thought it was a dead end for me because I'm weak in chinese..
Second lesson is Maths, Mr Yusman diden come !
Yeah ! *Celebrated and overjoyed*
He diden turn up for 3 days, I hope he will never turn up forever.
Muahahaha ! I know I am bad, but I'm happy too ! Hehehes ! =D
Now having CPA lesson, I'm shivering..
So cold in here~
Next is recess time ! Whee !
Recess time me and my friend ate very fast, because we were so hungry..
HAHA ! But is like later on we have something urgent we need to rush.
Damn funny when I think back.
Next period is English, I first time do worksheet in class.
Give me a clap ! =D
After this lesson is Contact Time, watch NS movie.
The story is like how is feel like when you first step into NS life.
They said must stay and share their room for 3 months. HAHAS !
Overall quite interesting. =)
After school, went home straight away.
Do exercise in my brother's room, my body sweating like spoiled water tap. HAHA !
End of my post.

My aim for losing weight is 11kg in 2 months.
*Burn fats ! BURN BURN ! * Muahahas !
Take care readers :)