I'm back to my old self..
I'm doing things which harming myself.
I'm doing all the things which I don't like to do..
I'm doing a lots of bad things..
Gosh.. I'm walking on the death path.
I'm on such a depressed stage right now.
I don't feel like going church anymore.
I don't feel like going to the place which I used to go.
I'm no longer a girl that is humble..
I can't find the light when I'm stuck in the darkness.

Music is my life !

I've lost you.

Christina & Faith Eleora :)

W497 !

Today school was bored..
After school, went home straight because later I meeting DT to study.
Wait for her to dismiss from school go home and prepare everything.
At home was watching some movie and doing some other stuff while waiting for her.
I was tired suddenly, wanted to go take a nap for awhile but DT was ready.
Haiz sian.. So I didn't take any nap and just went to BPP Mac to meet her.
Study for 2 an a half hours then DT wanna come to my house.
Brought her to my house, she wanna use my computer. LOL.
Watching some video together then around 7pm plus she went home.
Continued to watch my video till 8pm to 9pm plus,
EnEn called me and chat with her for awhile.
After that read bible then go sleep le.
Bye.

Is it gonna end soon?

This is just half of my cgm in this photo.
1 big family we are in =)

So many people are jogging infront of us !
We feel like jogging too ! =)

LOL ! DT is so chubby ! =D

Christina here =)

DT is sad =(
So I gave DT a kiss ! =)

DT say Cheese ! =D

**On the way home**
Me & beloved DT Buddy =)

She is shy !
Come on. Look here please. =)

Me & HafizahBaby
*She looks fierce* =(

Graduation day !
(Me & Su Er)

Today meet up XX for jogging at around 12.15pm
Jogged 1 round and we went back to find DT.
Chatted for awhile and DT went home.
Me and XX brisk walking 1 big round then I sent her home after that went back to my home.
Reached home, went to bathe and get everything prepare to go study with DT.
Luckily today manager didn't call me to go back for work.
Meet up with DT and we walk to Fajar mac to study at there.
Saw 2 primary school friend =)
We found a place for us to sit, got one girl walk pass us and kept looking at me while walking.
I looked back and see her, look familiar..
I asked DT who is that girl..
DT said she also looked familiar..
Hahas ! So I asked one of her colleague this "Do you know that girl?"
He think and think for around 5 to 7mins..
Me and DT kept laughing out loud ! Hahas !
I asked DT "Why he need to think for so long?"
DT kept laughing ! Hahas ! Same goes to me ! xD
So we hack care about him, we study first.
I turn back and he was doing his job..
So I ask him again and I asked him this "So.. Do you know her?"
He said she was linked to many family all this.
I was like huh ?! We gave a stunt faces..
DT asked him "So what is her name and do you know her ?"
He said many kind of no link answer, so I said "Okay, thank you =) "
Me and DT was studying and studying until I felt damn hungry suddenly..
I bought 9pcs Nugget, 1 Apple pie, 2 Large fries.
My stomach was like as if I got pregnant. HAHA !
Erm.. So who is the father? LOL !
Around 5pm plus, we left Mac.
I accompanied DT to her Grandma's house.
On the way to her Grandma's house, we talked a lot of our primary memories !
Wow ! We feel like turning back to the time when we was still in primary school.
Seriously, I can't forget about our old memories during primary school time..
After we left her Grandma's house,
we walked back to our home and get prepared to go play badminton and basketball.
Play with XX, DT, Janice and Xiao Hei. Hahas.
Actually I forgot Xiao Hei girl is call what name,
so I called her Xiao Hei because she wore black shirt.
Even thought it is the same goes as me as well. Hahas.
I wore black too =)
We played basketball together and I'm sweating like hell as if I just finish bathing.
Hahas ! Oh man.. I'm addicted to basketball now.
I shall buy a basketball soon.
Oh gosh.. I have so many things need to buy and do..
I shall end here.

Oh ~ Can't wait for the day to come that we had promised together.
DT & XX, we will be in the midst of together and will not be depart from each other.
Jiayou for all of our exams ! =D
We are going to the same course in ITE. Hehe ! =)
Pictures will be uploaded.

maha berkuasa:
Watch your bloody mouth when you are talking to me.
I don't care who you are or what the fcuk you are in..
Mind your own business alright..
(This guy is such a coward ! No balls like other guys have.
A sinful person as he is in currently !)

I need to change my style of wearing clothes
to the girly style.
I'm growing up le, I can't always be wearing sporty style.
As people know my wearing of style last time.

Mr A's birthday card.

Ben's birthday party.

Kelvin graduation day from SOT.
**All the photo are long ago**

Today after school went home first and rest while waiting for DT.
XX is not meeting us at last min because she is tired.
So around 3 plus I meet up with DT and went to Lot 1 study together.
Studied maths again. Argh ! I'm going crazy seriously..
Reached Lot 1, we tend to study at Food Junction.
Hahas ! Is crazy but Library have no space for us to study.
So is good to study at Food Junction too,
because not much people and also have the peace to study at that timing.
Before study, I eat first because I'm starving..
I ate Meat Ball Porridge.
I find that I have not much appetite to eat now days after the ghost festival.
But during the ghost festival, I have huge appetite manz !
I can eat up to 10 bananas and plus 4 to 5 meals per day~
Gosh ! I'm really having high rate of sugar inside my body. Hahas !
After I finish eating, I bought apples to eat.
we started studying, half an hour later I having stomachache..
Went to toilet, took about 10 to 13mins to shit. LOL.
Went back and continued to study.
Studied for 2 an a half hour, we felt that we are cold in there.
DT felt hungry, so we shared pepper lunch together =)
After finish eating, our table are dirty after that.
So we shifted and sat outside near the escalator.
Then we continued study again..
Study and study and BOOM ! I fall asleep ~
HAHA ! I'm too tired man, killed a lot of brain cells today.
7pm we left Lot 1 and went to Panjang find XX.
Because her father and XX wanna play badminton with us.
Before meeting them, we shop for awhile.
Saw Grace and Ben. *I'm shocked*
Luckily DT is not my boyfriend, if not I will become dead meat. LOL.
Went to interchange and took bus 190.
We meet XX and together we walk to Blk 172.
Play badminton for awhile and I'm sweating like hell..
Like people said, I just finish bathing. LOL.
9pm plus we stopped playing and went to plaza because we wanna buy water.
Around 10pm plus we went home.

Tmr is my Graduation Day.
Wah.. Is like so fast, days have been past so fast.
Now I already in Sec 4 and I'm leaving TWSS soon.
Gosh.. But I will miss those memorable day.
I can't really forget that easily.
Kelvin Poh is coming to support me !
Whee ! Love ya !
Oh.. But the sad thing is that my parents all are not free. =(
I wish they would be free and come to see my graduating ceremony.
Is okay, at least Kelvin Poh is coming ! =D
Shall end here.
Bye readers !~

Love is so complicated.

You have totally changed to another person that I don't even know.
It makes me so down and upset by what you have done.
I don't know whether how should I feel about you.
I really don't know who you are right now.
You are the first guy that I cried infront of you.
Never mind, is not going to change anything when I cry.
What is the use for when I cry.
You are growing up now.
If the way you do that shows that you are a man, so let it be.
I don't care for you anymore, because is already over.
I will give up on you and forget everything about it.
What I say, I will mean it.

From now on we are like stranger.
I will go with another guy that is better than you.
That's all..

Today went to church..
Meet up with Kamy they all at Clementi MRT Platform,
I took bus there because I lazy to take MRT.
Okay, I was late. HAHA. Sorry.
Erm.. When I reached, we took train ahead to Expo for service.
Booked sits for others,
then me and Kamy went outside to buy some food to feed our stomach.
Met Evelyn and that person, so coincident..
Me, Evelyn, Kenneth & that girl are late for prayer meet.
5.30pm start service.
Sermon was good, but I accidentally fall asleep..
Is about the book of Jonah.
You can go Faith's blog to know more about it.
So after Pastor Kong had finish preaching,
he asked us "Who are angry? Upset ?" and asked us to raise up our hands.
So I raised up..
Then he asked us for those who had raised up their hands to come forward.
So me, Kelly, Leibing and Delicia went forward and the other people as well.
When I stood at my position, I heard a voice telling me to cry out.
So I kept crying and crying all the way, my heart felt painful and heavy..
Oh man.. This is my first time that I cried until so Cham.
Many things had happened in my life, it was so such a tortured for me.
So I had done sinful things, like doubt God and angry with God etc..
Sometimes we tend to angry and get upset with God,
because some things that goes the way that we don't want it to be.
Things like:
Why is this happening to us?
Are You the true God?
Why didn't You hear our prayer?
Why didn't You help us when we need Your help?
Are You the right God?
Why am I the stupid one compared with another person?
Things like this..
At the alter call, I telling God all my Xin Shi that I bear it for very long.
I puked it all that I wanna tell Him.
I really can't take it, I really feel like committing suicide..
I really feel that I'm the dumbest one among in my cell group.
Why God wanted to create me
so stupid, idiotic and do all things which will turned what I don't want it to be ?
Why I can't be a person that is clever, famous and prosper like others does ?
Why God ?! Why ?
I felt so tired of complaining all this..
If God has created me to be like this with His own purpose,
I guess I should leave all this to Him and stop complaining.
I lifted it up all my burden that I have to God.
I believed this time round, He will do miracles for me.
"God, if You are the true God which is righteous and holy,
You created everything that You have spoken out from Your mouth.
You do great miracle things that we can't imagine.
You have bless back what we have blessed the others.
For I am Your child, I want more that I have mention it here.
I want more of You, I want a great miracle that I can't even imagine.
I'm so desperate for You, O Lord."

Service was good, but it ended quite late.
After service, went to Calvin's grandpa wake.
Before going to his wake, we actually went to eat first then we go his wake.
So scared of going there, because I never go other people wake before.
Only I had only went once that is my Grandfather.
After we went to his wake, we went home already.
Such a tired day for me.

I will hang on.

Today meet up with Faith and went to school together.
Reached school, we went to the canteen because Faith wanna eat.
About yesterday,
I received a list that have shown the CCA that I'm in badminton and I got Merit !
How could that be possible ?!
I got A2 and I am the Vice-Captain, none of the training that I skip..
Only with valid reason so that I never go for training.
Attendance isn't a problem, behavior was good,
outstanding student and I'm not a troublemaker.
And in the end I got Merit ?!
Hello.. Can someone tell me should I deserve Excellence or Merit ?
So I talk to Faith about it, we discussing with each other.
The more we discussed the more we are angry.
Faith didn't get any cert for it !
Even if she get Merit and I think she will be happy enough.
But the problem is that we had put in so much effort, every school competition we had participated, the sweats we had produced,
making an effort to take extra mile and went for outside training,
went for 3 days of training per week was about $15,
Money is not that easy to come back to you,
even if it is easy some of you all, you also must put in much effort in it.
And some of our teammate aren't attend that many training,
but they still got Excellence and Merit for it.
And why Faith can't get a cert ?
What is wrong with those teacher who are interchanged of the badminton..
I think the both of us had put in so much effort in our CCA,
this is what we deserve at the end ?
I can tell you all that we should deserve better one !
I should be under Excellence and Faith should get a Merit at least.
It is not only what I'm thinking,
all of my friends that I have asked they all also agreed with me.
Haiz.. I really pray hard that it will changes all the undesired situation
into desired and deserve for what we should be deserve.
Today lesson was only doing time practice..
So bored seriously..
2 to 3 lesson of maths time practices, 1 to 2 lesson are science time practices..
Super Duper Sian ~
12.30pm ended school.

2pm got Graduation Rehearsal.
It took around 2 an a half hour to finish it.
I fall asleep in the middle of the rehearsal. LOL.
Oh ya.. When my name are to be call, need to go up to the stage and receive the scroll.
My heart beat jumped so fast..
As if I'm meeting my boyfriend on the stage. LOL !
Around 4.30pm we dismissed, I went to Faith's house.
Around 6.10pm meet Delicia & Evelyn.
Then we went to Lakeside together..
EnEn fetched us, then we headed to Rica's Condor.
Reached there, talk and eat while waiting to celebrate Ben's birthday.
Around 9pm, I went to play tennis !
Wow ! Is was so damn fun !
Me and Gwen was playing like mad ladies ! LOL !
We kept using badminton tactic to play tennis. HAHA !
Around 9.30pm celebrate Ben's birthday then after that went back to play again.
Me and Jason played until everyone said we just finish bathing.
Hahas ! After Ben's party, 8 of us watching late night movie.
The Ugly Truth NC16 again.. LOL !
Around 2am plus went home.
End of my post.

Jaslyn, must be strong and continue to live with a meaningful life k ?
Don't think too much, just be a positive person.
Great things are ahead of you, stay strong.
Brothers will be there when we need a listening ear.
Love you always man !
Remember it what I have told you.

Muay Thai !

Today doing a lot of time practices..
Maths after Maths, Science after Science & EBS after EBS..
So bored.. I felt so sleepy when I'm doing maths.
End up I fall asleep at the second period. LOL !
Slept for 1 hour then I continued to do maths.
After school, went to lot 1 eat with Faith.
After finish eating,
headed to Jurong East meet up with EnEn to study together at the Jurong Library.
But we ended up talking all the way but we still got revised abit of Maths.
Around 6pm plus, went to nearby Coffee Shop to eat.
After finish eating, we went to look at some dresses and handbags that we like.
I want to buy a dress to wear man !
Look more girlish a bit, because I can't always dressed up like tomboy mah.
So I might intend to buy a dress for myself =)

Oh yeah ! I wanna learn Muay Thai !

Today got cgm..
Early in the morning I wake up at 8am.
Then fall asleep again for 15mins..
Play computer for awhile after that went to get prepared.
Meet Kenneth 10am at Keat Hong LRT Station platform.
Then ahead to Sembawang, reached there only 10.30am
So we went to shop shop first, but we find it that there is nothing to shop..
So we went to buy Mr Bean for our breakfast.
Went back to control station meet up with Gwen and Jacob.
Evelyn is late. LOL ! I kept suan-ing her..
So when Eveyln reach, we walk to Jovy's house.
Reached her house, me and Kenneth started to eat our breakfast like nobody business.
Hahas ! We enjoyed our food =)
Start cgm and ended 12.30pm..
So early.. After cgm, we headed to Woodland and eat pizza hut for our lunch.
Around $14 has flew away ~
Oh man ! Recently, I spent a lot of things.
I can't kept sending my money away for my unnecessary things !
Have to learn how to spend on something that's worth it,
and have learn how to cut down spending too much money..
Have to practice from now on.
Well.. After have our lunch, me and Jacob went home.
Because later I need to work at 5pm.
When I reached home, I faster went to sleep first.
Reaching 5pm, punched in and start work..
At first so boring, no customer at all.
Reached around 6pm to 9pm plus have a lot of customers..
Front counter only have me and Eswary.
Making me headache because everything never stock up..
Gosh.. fainting..
Went to break at around 8pm plus..
I only took 7 to 10mins of my break time.
Because today have no crew,
need to be back to my counter after I have finish eating my food.
Around 9pm plus, MDS got a lot of orders..
Ying Zhu and I fought with Ah Heng because he is fcuking irritating !
Then all one by one fought together with Ah Heng..
Because he is in the wrong ! Fcuk him ! Making us damn pissed off !
He kept insisted that he is right and we are wrong,
because 2 orders have missing item.
I told him rider also must check the order before they send,
I know the procedure well okay..
He said he wanna see big boss and ask whether is correct a not..
Nonsense sial,
Boss himself already explained so clearly that rider must check the order before they send it..
Wah ! I really damn pissed off and wanted to whack him up !
Aisah(Manager) kept dragging me back, I pushed her..
I wanted to walk out from the counter and give him a punch.
All dragged me back and ask me to relax.
Customers all looked at us fighting with each other.
Then I have stopped, shall not embarrassed myself to them.
But that bastard dun wanna stop..
That bastard really Pissed me off instantly !
ARGH ! ANGRY !!! >.<
11pm ended work.
End of my post.

I am happy ! =)

Oh well.. Now is already 3.30am
I'm still awake currently, totally not tired.
Let's talk about today.

Today meet DT out to study at BPP mac.
Was damn bored when studying..
I kept text-ing Mr A.
He was so good to me man !
About yesterday night, we worked until 11pm.
Went to Coffee Shop just opposite Mac,
we drink and chit chatting together with my god mum.
After we are done, we went home.
Mr A sent me home, first time and I was shocked.
He said this to me "Being a guy is a must to send a girl home when it's late"
My tears almost drop, because I'm touched by him.
Argh~ *Heart Melted*
So while I'm studying, I text him also.
Around 6pm plus went home with DT.
Rotted at home, I'm getting so bored !
Bored to death..
Nobody able to go out at night to play with me, except Mr A =)
But he already tired, shall not disturb him.
But I'm still text-ing with him, since morning.
Wah.. Our bill like as if we dun need to pay money. HAHA.
Lying down on my bed and text-ing him too.
Text and text until I fall asleep..
Haha. So sorry Mr A, I'm tired. =(
When he reached home, he told me that he go sleep first because he is tired.
So I continued to watch my movie.
Today I finished watching 3 movies ! Hehe.
Now around 2am plus I doing exercise.
Got to go now, byebye =)

Now a new Mr A popped out, which will I choose?
(Old) Mr A, (New) Mr A or Mr V ?
I'm still in consideration..

Oh.. I have viewed some of my friend's blog.
Friends are going thru sadness or toughness way etc..
Not only them are going thru all this, even I do.
But why are we need to go thru all ?
Why are we need to feel the pain in our heart ?
Why do we have sadness more than happiness ?
Why do we fight over a small issues ?
Why do we have those undesired emotion in our life ?
Why do need to deserve all this ?
Is it what we should deserve ?
Is it what we get ?
Sometimes I really can't take it, can't accepted the fact.
I denied it, I don't wish to hear a single word..
Seeing one of my friend suffering from depression, I'm so heart pain.
Why must that illness be my friend who are suffering from.
I skipped half period of mother tongue just to comfort my friend. (1st time that I skipped lesson)
My tears slowly dropping down soon when I talk to her,
but I bear with it because I don't let people see how I cry.
I really wanted to cry out to God and ask Him "Why are my friend became like this ?".
Is our life are that tough for us to handle it ?
Day by day, I really very tired dealing with this problems.
But I told myself no, it shouldn't be that way.
All they need is to have a closed friends that have a listening ear.
Solve their problem, give them some courage to hang on and persevere on no matter what.
Life is precious isn't that true ?

Today went to school at around 9.15am, because my paper start at 10am.
Shiok.. Can sleep more.
Reaching school, meet Meiling and Su Er in the canteen.
I ate 1 Char Siew Bao and Chrysanthemum Tea.
Su Er ate 1 cup of noodle, 2 Bao and a cup of drink.
LOL ! She still complaint that she still damn hungry.. Gosh !
Okay, around 9.30am we went up to 1G classroom.
So fcuk up, the paper starts at 10.30am ! Argh ~
Need to wait again..
Liar ! The paper supposed to start at 10am and end at 10.30am.
But is wrong ! The paper started at 10.30am until 11.30am !
Gosh ~ Such a big liar ! I hate liar !
The paper was quite difficult, no hope totally.. LOL.
Went home and sleep, so tired..
After wake up, do some exercises then went to bathe.
Okay, DT bombed me again~
DT said wanna meet up study together and end up not meeting already.
Quite pissed off at that moment..
End up went to XX's house and study together.
Study for awhile then went to Teck Whye Mac meet my classmate and Kingston.
I met Kingston out because I wanna pass something to him.
Chit chat together until my classmate come..
I think that me and Kingston are able to communicate well,
talk about our personal issues together etc..
I just like talking with him together.
Supposed to meet my classmate at 7.30pm, he came at 8pm.
Because he thought that we are meeting at 8pm.
Study together again..
Today studied 2 times already and different destination some more. LOL.
Eat dinner at mac around 10pm plus went home.

Today I ate 1 Char Siew Bao, 10 bananas,
1 bowl of honey stars, Rojak, Dao Qian, 1 Mac Meal,
half packet of rice plus 1 BBQ Chicken Wings & 2 packets of soft drink.

I'm more like hungry ghost..
Help ~ Becoming fat soon..

My DT so handsome ! Hahas !

** DT & Me (: **

** XX & Me (: **

**XX, Me & DT**

My Current Mood *Depression*

Today went to school to take N level chinese paper.
Gosh.. I made alot of mistakes..
But I think I still can pass.
8.30am went home and sleep,
after that around 1.15pm went back to school to take N level English Listening Comprehension.
I made quite alot of mistakes too.. Haiz..
I'm really useless and hopeless ~
After finish my paper, went home and prepared to go study with XX & DT.
Went to eat at Kopitiam first and then proceed to Long John and study at there.
We studied around 2 to 3 hours..
Then we kept Zi Lian-ing, quite a lot man.
After that sent XX home then me & DT walk on separated ways..
End of my post.
Pictures will be upload soon.

Can we get back like last time we used to be ?
Just be close friend, that all..
No other meaning.
I willing to be there for you no matter what.
I willing to follow you thru those ups and downs together.

Hahas ! DT so cute !! xD

Our table is in a mess with all our books & papers all over it!
*Study very hard right?*
Gosh.. I'm in stress.

**Study with DT at mac**

**Study at mac with HafizahBaby & Mingjie**
Last week pictures.
[Only this 2 pics above]

Me

Today went to play badminton at BPCC and after that went to study with DT.
Before going BPCC, DT came to my house and wait for me =)
So sweet ! Love you la ! =D
Packed all my things and went to BPCC play badminton..
Oh gosh ! The more I play, the more I getting sleepier..
Not that challenging man ~
Play awhile then we go already, so bored.
So sorry for her to wait for me just sitting down there and study. HAHA.
Okay, I'm bad I know that. =(
Faster went to change clothes and then went to plaza the mac study.
Gosh.. My bag is damn heavy.
Macham I carry a 10kg bag. HAHA.
We study until around 8pm plus then we go shopping.
Oh ya. I bought 3 things for my hamster that cost me $12++
But worth it ah, I'm so dotted my hamster as if I'm her(hamster) mum..
1 week I bought things for my hamster that cost me around $20++
Okay, I know I'm nuts..
End of my post.
Good luck for me, tmr is my N level paper.
Hell is coming !

N level has begin from now (7/9) !

Today went to SP training.
Gosh ! It was tough today, almost fainted halfway thru the training.
Maybe I diden get to eat enough before going for training.
Oh well, overall the training was still good.
Handsome guy talked to me =)
When the time reached 3.15pm, I got to leave.
Before leaving, I have to salam the coach.
When I have done that, I walked out of the door and keep walking until I reach the toilet.
I forgot to pay the coach training fees ! Gosh.. I'm lazy to walk back again is quite far.
Next Saturday will pay it if I can remember it =)
After get change and has rush to meet Kenneth, because I'm late. HAHA.
Sorry Kenneth. =)
Took train all the way down to Expo.
Halfway thru the journey, I'm hungry. My stomach is calling for FOOD !
So I told Kenneth to eat at Subway together.
Reached Expo, walk ahead to Subway find sits.
We found a sits, I turn my head to the right and saw Evelyn and Jovy.
LOL ! I was damn shocked and so coincident..
We bought our food and started eating after we had said our grace.
While we are still eating, Calvin called me and ask where am I.
So I told him where am I, he ask us to be fast because the ushers are rushing them.
So when we finish eating our loaves of bread, kept our cookies and saved it for later.
Oh.. Calvin came out to meet us and bring us in.
On the way, saw Rouping and we walk together.
Oh.. The sermon was great.
Thank God that I diden fall asleep during sermon time. HEHE.
After service, we chiong down to Douby Ghaut to catch our movie.
By the time we reached there, only 8.30pm.
The following members who are going is:
-> Me, Rouping, Delicia, Gwen, Kamy, EnEn, Jovy, Victoria, Calvin's friend, Calvin, Jacob's friend, Jacob, Kelvin, Kenneth, Jason & Ben.
Shock uh ? So many people are going..
2 rows almost fill with our own members ! Praise God ! Is a break thru man !
On the way there, we talk and laugh in the train.
So damn funny lor when we communicate in Teo Chew.
When we had reach Douby Ghaut, still have time so we went to eat our dinner at Long John.
I'm so damn full after finish eating it..
Is almost 9.20pm
We went up to the Theater.
Before going in, we went to toilet first.
Oh ya.. The title of the movie we are watching is "I Love You, Beth Copper"
It was so funny, disgusting and touching (Behind parts).
I almost tears out when watching the touching part because of some reason.
After watching movie, we went home already.
Me, Delicia, Rouping and Ben took bus.
The rest took MRT.
End of the post.

I pray and pray..
Never had I betray You for who You are.
I'm been blessed by Your name.
I give You the highest praise for who You are.
I serve, spreading the gospel, loving you unconditional for who You are.
I will serve, praise, bow, love, do Your work only for You and not for other god.
Because You are only one true God we believed in, worthy of all praise.

1 more day to go before it start of the N level !!

I believed that prayer works.
I pray that all the papers that I'm taking will pass.
Just a pass, I will be happy.
God, You said in the bible that "if you can see it, you can have it."
Let us just relax our mind right now and start visualize it.
Start visualizing how many grade A, B, C, or D can we get.
*Visualize in process* (Take about 5mins)
Start praying to God, keep the faith with you.
Bible says "Without faith, is not possible to please God"
Lord, help us and guide us thru out the tough journey we had right now.
I pray that as we try our best to do our paper, You will do the rest.
I pray for Wisdom and Anointing will come upon us.
In Jesus Name, Amen.

Gosh ! I can't wait to finish N level..
After N level, I got so many plan in my mind !! Whoo ~
I think I will get more busy because I got so many things to do.
After my N level schedule:
1) Go interview some jobs with my friends.
2) Night cycling, jogging & gym with DT.
3) Working Mac as usual.
4) Need to complete CLDP file and comfirm with Cecilia.
5) Need to go CG & Church.
6) Shopping with friends.
7) Maybe going out with Mr V.
8) Tuesday & Thursday got training at Dover ITE.
9) Saturday got training at Singapore Poly.
10) Celebrating upcoming birthday girl/boy.
11) Going out with my family to have dinner together.

See ! My schedule is so damn tight..
Gosh.. How am I going to survive like this.
LOL ! But I like it, even though I'm tired.
Or else nothing to do, so bored at home.
But I'm looking forward to it ! Hahas ! Can't wait mans ~

But I still do care about you.
Don't think wrongly, we are friends.

4 more days to N level !

Oh shit ~ I'm so busy recently man..
No time to study ah !! BUT at home I still got study a bit before I went out.
Recently had so busy due to:
Friday -> Went to work and chiong down to CGM.
Sat -> 3 people got Baptized & chiong down to expo for service.
Sun -> I think I work on that day. (Forgotten)
Mon -> I diden went to school becoz it was just only half day.
So I went study and work instead (:
Tue(Yesterday) -> Went out with XX and that went to play badminton with CG at CCKCC.

Oh yeah ! Yesterday I play with CG, it was so fun !
I sweat damn much, 1 towel is properly not enough for me.
I need at least 2 to 3 towels ! xD
I played with Gwen & Rouping, fun fun fun !! ^.^
We represented school team de hor! Mai Siao Siao.. HAHA
And we played overtime already, I only booked for 2 hours (3.45pm to 5.45pm)
But we are so reluctant to leave, so we extend the time and we played like 2 more hours.
Hahas ! And we left the place around 8pm plus..
After finish our badminton. Me, Gwen, Kamy & Jason went to CCK Stadium.
Because the 3 of them wanna take a bathe.
Jason went first, but the 3 of us eat first. HAHA
When Jason came out, he ordered his food after that the another 2 of them went to bathe.
They bath quite long and Calvin is rushing them to meet him. HAHA
After finish eating, the 3 of them took cab to Douby Ghaut and I went home.
I cannot go with them because tomorrow still got school =(
So sad.. BUT must wait for me to finish N level k ?
Then I will be free like a bird ! =D

Bye & Love you all ! =D

You know everything about me.
You know that whenever we get to meet, we will look at each other.
You know that is impossible for you to do something that you really can't do.
You know that there is nothing that you will let me know about it.
But I found the truth.
I found everything of you.
But don't say out from your mouth but do it with action that touches my heart.
*Love* is not what I want to hear from you.
*Love Language* that is what I want to see from you.
You know that I love you, Mr V.