Today went to Festival Of Praise with my cell group.

Meet up with Rouping and the others,

then we took cab together to the indoor stadium.

First day of FOP, the sits of the indoor stadium are fully packed !

Even the top of the balcony are packed too.

It was good during Praise and Worship, I felt the Presence of God.

The sermon for the day is Freedom from worry.

When you are listening to the sermon, you will find that is interesting.

As in for me, I'm awake and focusing to hear this sermon. =D

I like this verse-> (Phili 4:6-7)

Second day of FOP

Rouping promised to go with me.

Yesterday I went home late due to the FOP.

I'm so tired already..

I wake up early in the morning, I was pissed of by someone.

Because today supposed to go for training at SP,

but then my friend last min said it start at 3pm.

I just felt damn disappointed.

I'm so tired already,

still scare myself to woke up early in the morning just to go for the training.

Because I promised my coach that I will go for his training,

but I diden turn up previously.

Because I kept overslept and I skipped the training for a lot of times..

Actually the training is usually start at 1pm, but today the timing changed to 3pm.

My friend diden tell me anything about it.

So whose fault it should be blame it on ?

That person told me "I must be sincere"

Oh gosh.. What is going to do with sincere ?

The person diden tell me that the timing sometimes the timing is not fix.

And he told me must be sincere ?

He always think that I'm not sincere enough, what i say and think is all wrong..

He always think that he is correct.

I just stand this immature mindset of him.

Aiya.. No point of elaborate on this issue.

4pm meet Rouping and headed to Kallang to meet the rest.

Estelle is not coming =(

We eat first then we proceed to indoor stadium.

When we finish eating, I did not expected that we need to take cab again..

Today we took cab for 3 times, how "rich" we are. HAHA

Today service was good, can still feel the Presence of God.

I almost cry during the worship, but I felt paiseh so I bear with it.

Sermon is continued from yesterday..

I diden really listening to what Pastor had preached.

So tired but I still try to let myself awake.

Went home late for today.

Third day and also the last day

I only slept for 2 to 3 hours..

I wake up at 5am and morning call all my cell group members. HAHA

This is the first time I done this.

So I prepared myself ASAP, dashed out of my house to take LRT.

Reached CCK, I'm stuck and waiting for train.

I waited for 10 mins..

After 10 mins, the train arrived.

Reached Jurong East, meet Hui Ping and the rest.

Took shuttle bus, sat with Kelvin and I fall asleep instantly..

I'm too tired.. when I open up my eyes,

I found it that my head are sleeping beside Kelvin's shoulders.

So paiseh, I faster wake up and just take it as nothing happening. HAHA

Reached indoor stadium, need to queue up..

The queue are long sial.

When we need to move forward, all squeezed beside me. =(

8 or 9am plus service started..

Today service is about CHC 20th Anniversary.

I stay for 2 service, the second service,

the Presence of God are so strong during the Malay's Pastor praying time.

He actually are not good in studies, but he got 3 degree already !

How I wish I could be the same as him.

Reached home 5 to 6pm plus..

I'm tired already..

Take care readers ! =D

Recently, I didn't really have enough sleep for me.

In class during lesson, my bad habit coming back.

I tried to change, but it is so difficult..

Today I dismissed school at 2.30pm

After school I meet Rahayu[Mummy] at lot 1.

We buy something after that we went to the back of the lot 1 and chat me, Rahayu[Mummy], Adeline[Shorty :x] and Xian Xiong went to lot 1.

I bought Xian Xiong a cap and he bought me and Ayu a bag. HEHE !

Thank you XX ! =D

Oh well.. We walk round and round at lot 1, so tired sia..

After we bought our things, we went to food culture and eat.

Me, Ayu and Adeline ate Yong Tau Fu and Xian Xiong ate Western food. HAHAS !

We chat and made jokes. *Laugh until stomach cramp sia*

After finish eating went to the toilet and proceed down to Subway,

because Adeline wanna buy cookies. HAHA !

After that we went home.

Thank you XX ! I love you la.

*I'm so touched* xD

Recently, I kept mugging my subjects because my prelims & N level is coming soon.

I can't predict that the N level exams are gonna be easy,

but I can believed that I have the faith to try to do my best.

Oh well.. These few days I have the mood to study, but just that I like to play a lot.

Hahas ! School is boring as usual..

Going school is neither sleep, play or talking craps with my friends.

I really hate this school although I diden have school work to do.

But look at other school, it doesn't live like how my school are.

I want school work, have a friend that willing to study with me etc..

Haiz.. Forget it, no point talking craps about this.

Okay, I got to go now.

Tmr still have school, gonna sleep now.

Take care readers ! :)

I hope tmr you all have brighter day to go.

I'm still counting -> 10 months 7 days

My graduation photo.

(Me and Su Er)

My class photo.

Yesterday me and my friends went to block 103 coffee shop drink beer.

I drank around 3 or 4 cups and I just drunk, but I'm still half awake and half drunk.

Then my friend told me that I do a lot of silly things when I'm drunk. Hahas.

Around 3 or 4 am I went back home.

Today I was overslept, because today I need to go Esa training.

So I faster go prepared and go Singapore Poly.

I reached at 2 pm.

I TELL YOU, Singapore Poly is so damn big.

Esa training is at Wooden badminton court,

I find the whole SP and I spent almost half an hour to find that place.

Wth.. End up I diden go training,

instead I went back and find MRT and straight away went to Expo for church.

I sms Kelvin and Estelle, I waited for both of them.

When they reached and we walked to Hall 8.

Inside was damn freaking cold, all my body was shaking..

I forgot to bring my jacket, how forgetful am i..

Oh ya ! I received Mr A message. I was damn happy ~

After church, my cell group went to douby ghaut for dinner.

Is recommended by a new girl, I forgot her name. HAHA.

Me and Gwen making fun of Jovy..

We laughed like crazy girl sia. HAHA.

After we finished eating, me and Kamy took bus home and they rest took MRT.

Reached Bukit Panjang, I went to meet my friends to chat for awhile.

After I went home. (=

I'm going to upload my picture for taking this recently.

Enjoy. =)

N level is coming, I think I'm dying and stressing of studying of many subjects.

I hope my prelim and main exams will go well smoothly for me.

Today I work 12pm.

I was so rush until I bought all my belong and never bring my bag.

I took cab down to work.

When I alighted from the cab, I found that my handphone was dropped inside the cab.

I was so nervous and my mind is all blank.

And the cab just drove off and I chased after it.

But the cab was far away, I couldn't catch up..

I faster went to the store and call my handphone,

and see whether got any passenger pick up my phone.

I called and called for 10 times and finally someone picked up my phone.

I talk to the stranger for quite long, I scared he wont wanna return it to me.

But I know the stranger who have a kind heart to return my phone to me,

without any condition..

Must really thanks to him.

I punched in and do kitchen, I dun have the heart to work anymore.

Because my phone had lost, I kept thinking will he return it back to me..

My heart are so confused when I have lost something,

I dun know what to do.

I'm so nervous and frustrated, I kept pray and speak in tongue..

And today I forgot to bring out my ez-link card some more.

Argh ! Why am I so careless ? =(

Back to work, at first got many order..

2pm, 2 of the crews have punched out.

I'm alone in the kitchen.

They diden stock up all this before they go,

I'm good enough to hold back my word and let them go.

Then got 1 crew take over them.

I pull out to stock up and clean everything..

I dun have the heart to work anymore, I just do cleaning and stock up.

But got many order, I will go in and help.

3.30pm went to break, play my Ipod.

I only took Corn cup, medium coke light and apple pie for my EMC.

But I only ate corn cup and medium coke light.

My apple pie gave it to Wilson.

I have no appetite to eat..

My mind kept thinking of my phone thats all.

When I lost something, I will kept thinking of the things I have lost.

Because I dun want anything to lose it by my side.

After I finish my break, I do counter.

I teach Zun Yuan counter, he so blur kind of person.

He blur and I also blur,

because I dun know whether he do understand what am i saying anot..

I kept teaching until my survive went dry..

6pm I punch out already.

Went to my grandma's house and eat.

After that around 9pm plus went to meet the stranger with my mum.

He need to return back my phone to me.

So thanks to the stranger.

End of my post.

Dear God,

Thanks for all this days looking after me.

You meet my needs and bless me with what I want & need.

You are my provider.

I want to know You more, praise and worship, giving You all the glory,

sharing my testimony about how You have saved and guide thru me all of my life.

And I will share with my friends how amazing You are.

Thank you for your help as I have done my best and You will do the rest.

I know You will never forsake me,

as whatever I have done that makes you disappointed.

I know You are my father that willing to forgive and forget,

as what I have learnt how to forgive and forget like you do.

Thank you for teaching me what I dun know.

I will shine for You and I will let the unbeliever know that You are the real Son of Living God,

the real man that willing to sacrificed His life and saved all of us.

Thank you for being my helper. (=

I have just changed all the songs.

This few days, lessons are getting more bored..

All the while I was just reading my story book. Hehes !

Oh man.. I need to go exercise regularly already.

I can't stand the wobbly fats in mine body.

I want Yew Tee CC badminton to start !

When can be the day man ?

I miss playing badminton with those uncles and friends.

And I think I will attend Singapore Poly training.

I need to improve my standard and stamina.

I'm so highly active on badminton nowadays.

BUT I need to concentrate on my studies first, N level is coming..

Sianz ~ The path that awaits me.

Suddenly seems like a pilgrimage.

I have many things to do..

I wish I can leave it aside but i can't.

It takes courage to grow up and become who you really are.

Remember, we all stumble, every one of us.

That's why it's a comfort to go hand in hand.

In a friend you find a second self.

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak;

sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

I love you LWJ !

Today is the 7 months & 23 days that I'm waiting for you.

Oh well, I'm back from depression of love.

I think I might not involve any relationship again anymore,

it making me sick and tired..

Okay, my mind are all blank. No More Guys in my mind anymore =D

Recently in school, I have a urge of reading story books during lesson.

Hahas ! Is kind of weird, but I'm not sure what is wrong with me.

This few days of lesson making me damn sleepy,

neither teachers diden come or teachers are just pissed off with my class for not listening to them.

Oh no.. I have to start preparing for my N level already.

Left 1 or 2 more months to go before N level is coming..

I really need to buck up myself up and remember all of the

subjects fomulars inside my stupid mind.

I really scared of N level man..

I really wish I could have a good, clever & patient friends to study together with me everyday before N level starts.

How willing to sacrifice yourself to study together with me everyday ?

-> I think nobody could do it. =(

Work

Oh gosh ! I really almost forgot all the procedure already..

Haiz.. Long time diden go work already,

because need to accompany friends play badminton,

or I will stay at home read my story books =D

Today I went to work with Jasmine, work 4pm to 9pm.

Work half way, Maybelyn ask me to help her tick all of the papers she had.

Omg ! It got so many ok..

But very relax ah, no need to stand but I can sit down. =D

Recently, I saw my boss and I have a hatred feeling inside my heart.

Because of one thing he made me hated him.

I won't mention it here, but you can ask me if you are really curious about it.

Haiz.. I really felt that I really damn stupid to help him out all this months when I work with him. If I can rewind when the time I said I wanna resign,

I really would wanna resign and decline his condition and just go off straight away.

*Whats so good about me for pleasing me to continue stay on ?

*Am I a good worker in that store ?

*Am I a good worker that can depend and count on ?

Oh please. Most of the time I going work is to play and nothing else.

But the good thing is that I have a sense of emergency when the time is service in.

I can clear it within 5 to 7mins. (=

Thats what I capable of as being a IC of the counter front.

But I really wanna resign, it getting more and more meaning less when working here.

Old crews has gone, new crews has come.

No more jokes like last time we used to have.

When I work-> no more smile, no more talkative.

I just back to the old me when I was a new crew.

-> Not talkative, not active, no smile, shy to speak out.

Haiz.. I shall not continued to talk about this.

I think I will wait for next year to get out of mac,

I can't continue stay on because it will make me fatter. HAHAS !

Got to go, byebye readers ! =D

Take care.