Great day!!

Today I actually need to wake up at 8.30am,
but instead of that time I wake up at 9am. =(
Because I very tired and diden set any alarm clock. =(
When I wake up, I faster call Delicia.
She say she just wake up because I just call her. =(
So I faster get prepare and took cab down to bukit batok,
before I step out of the house, I call the guitarist.
Then I took cab, and I call that driver to drive faster,
cause I scare that guitarist wait for me for very long.
Ok than, inside taxi I was chatting with the uncle(driver).
He talk about singaporean got many cheaters.
And I'm the one of the victim. =(
I got cheated by one taxi driver last time.
Than after talking about cheater, the uncle talk about God.
Cause at first the starting, he talking about China.
Then I tell him that dun know which part of the China got opened four schools.
Is my church City Harvest, open by Sun.
But I diden say by Sun lah. (=
Than the uncle talk about God, Jesus (Ye Su).
He say dun go really believe in Jesus.
He say believe jiu hao, dun go and really believe it.
His words and phrases was the same as my father.
Is it right to believe them?
And I was asking myself that is my decision is it right to choose Jesus?
Am I so love Him? "Abit"
Should I backslide? "I dun know"
Should I leave church? "Should I?"
Arh!~ When I heard the driver say this, my love with Jesus was fate away again..
This is the second time already.
Is it true not to believe in Jesus?
Is their saying true?
And if I continue to stay without loving Him, what the point of staying?
Truely saying, when it past day by day, my heart my soul was so lonely, insecure...
Is like living in a lonely world, dark places..
And day by day, no love developement in Him.
And nothing good is happening,
but is most all the bad things happening all around me most of the days.
But not only bad things happening all around me,
all happening around the people in this world too!
And I just heard the uncle telling me a monk are cheating money is on the article!
Even a monk wanna cheat money, and he is a buddhism.
Why he wanna still do that?
See. Even which God you are choosing, we will still doing bad things.
And I have this problem choosing God.
Hai... I also dun know which one should I choose...
Should I be a free thinker?
Should I stay alone without any God?
If I die, where would I go?
Up(Heaven) or down(Hell)?
Is all depend on God.

After I reach le, I called the guitarist.
He say he at Jurong, reaching soon.
Ok, he is late. =(
So after that, Delicia reach le.
We go Mac Donald buy breakfast.
After buying, went back to Mrt Station.
Awhile, he reaching le.
Take bus to Kamy's house.
Reaching le, eat my Egg Muffine, harshbrown and milo! =D
Than while waiting for the others to come, we chit chatting with each other.
Then around 11pm the cgm start le.
Today Yieling is preaching about overcoming stress in our life! (=
So before we end the cgm, we need to pray for each other stress in our life.
So I pray for Estelle, and Estelle pray for me. =D
After that, we went to fellowship.
Went to bukit batok eat, we ate pastamania (=
After that, went to meet him with Kamy.
Than after meeting him, go lot 1 mac visit Rouping and Weiqin.
After that, went to Giordano brought two bottom. =D
So happy lor! ^^
I also dun know why lah, when I buy something I will feel happy.
Btw, thank you Kamy for accompany me buy things! (=
And after that, went back to Mac and Kamy want to give things to Rouping.
So after wait for quite long, she came out and take the things and we go off le.
End of the day! =D