Sorry my dearest father! =)

Took all this two days ago. =)

Today went to ride bicycle early in the morning, to exercise.
Cause I have too much fats in my body. Roar!
Anybody who wanna call me out to do any sports activities, I willing! =)
Today went to my grandma's house eat.
Today I met an accident, is my father's hand was stuck at the cab door.
It was done by me, I dun know that my father's hand was at the door,
then I ready close the door my father told me faster open it.
Then from my house to my bukit batok there, on the way my tears was dripping.
I felt so guilty, stupid and idiot! I diden even say a sorry to my father!
Cause I dun dare, and I also dun really know why I dun dare.
To say a sorry to my friends is very easy,
but to say a sorry to my parents is very difficult.
Reached my grandma's house le,
lots of people in her house.
And I'm the only one who have no one to talk with.
Cause all of them not so close, so never talk.
Around 7.30pm went home with my father and brother.

To my dearest father: Papa, sorry for what I have done.
I really dun dare to say sorry to you, not because you will scold me.
I know you will never scold me.
But I know why you kept saying not pain, because you dun wanna let me worry.
But I'm really sorry.
All I can do is pray hard for you.
I'm sorry, papa.
I love you! =)

I think we have no hope for it.

My heart will always love you. =)