Haiz..

I finally know how the poor family living like..
After my work, I reach home and my mum complained to me about my dad.
For not giving my mum money and nagged at her..
I was so fed up ! Argh ~
The situation: "My mum ask my dad just for $300 because of buying food, funiture,
Brother driving licence fees and additional money from my mum. But my dad already
dragged 2 to 3 months for not giving my mum salary."
I was freaking pissed off k !
And my mum diden tell me anything about this.
I faster took out $300 from my saving box and gave it to her.
Then my mum told me that she just take $200 can already another $100 give to my dad.
I told her "No need lah, just take it"
She insisted of not taking it, so I said okay and I will give it to my dad..
Me and my mum sitted at the dining table and chat about this.
My mum complained and dropping tears infront of me, I saw it I also heart pain.
Haiz.. I don't know what to do with this family..
Now my mum's hands are numb can't go work.
I really wanted to cry, seriously..
Often quarrelled with dad over money..
Always moneys who make up all the trouble and problems..

But I always work and study hard because of this family.
I always fall asleep in class and got scolded from teachers,
but my exams at least still passed and got distinction.. (I don't aim for too high)
I diden go church and cgm because I needed to work and earn money..
Not I don't want to go church and cgm,
I have to work and I have family's problems. (For the ppl who don't know my situation)
In this family I am the only daughter who have the higher pay in my family.
I always work and I sometimes forgot to give my mum money.
I have to study, training and working..
Who can survive like this ?
Haiz.. I had endure all this in my heart for very long time.
How would I wish I have 2 jobs for me to work and clear all my family's problems.
My life of living have changed ~

Take note: Maybe you all will never see me in church/cgm due to my situation.
But give me time to clear off my situation.

Pathetic life !