Oh well, I'm back from depression of love.

I think I might not involve any relationship again anymore,

it making me sick and tired..

Okay, my mind are all blank. No More Guys in my mind anymore =D

Recently in school, I have a urge of reading story books during lesson.

Hahas ! Is kind of weird, but I'm not sure what is wrong with me.

This few days of lesson making me damn sleepy,

neither teachers diden come or teachers are just pissed off with my class for not listening to them.

Oh no.. I have to start preparing for my N level already.

Left 1 or 2 more months to go before N level is coming..

I really need to buck up myself up and remember all of the

subjects fomulars inside my stupid mind.

I really scared of N level man..

I really wish I could have a good, clever & patient friends to study together with me everyday before N level starts.

How willing to sacrifice yourself to study together with me everyday ?

-> I think nobody could do it. =(

Work

Oh gosh ! I really almost forgot all the procedure already..

Haiz.. Long time diden go work already,

because need to accompany friends play badminton,

or I will stay at home read my story books =D

Today I went to work with Jasmine, work 4pm to 9pm.

Work half way, Maybelyn ask me to help her tick all of the papers she had.

Omg ! It got so many ok..

But very relax ah, no need to stand but I can sit down. =D

Recently, I saw my boss and I have a hatred feeling inside my heart.

Because of one thing he made me hated him.

I won't mention it here, but you can ask me if you are really curious about it.

Haiz.. I really felt that I really damn stupid to help him out all this months when I work with him. If I can rewind when the time I said I wanna resign,

I really would wanna resign and decline his condition and just go off straight away.

*Whats so good about me for pleasing me to continue stay on ?

*Am I a good worker in that store ?

*Am I a good worker that can depend and count on ?

Oh please. Most of the time I going work is to play and nothing else.

But the good thing is that I have a sense of emergency when the time is service in.

I can clear it within 5 to 7mins. (=

Thats what I capable of as being a IC of the counter front.

But I really wanna resign, it getting more and more meaning less when working here.

Old crews has gone, new crews has come.

No more jokes like last time we used to have.

When I work-> no more smile, no more talkative.

I just back to the old me when I was a new crew.

-> Not talkative, not active, no smile, shy to speak out.

Haiz.. I shall not continued to talk about this.

I think I will wait for next year to get out of mac,

I can't continue stay on because it will make me fatter. HAHAS !

Got to go, byebye readers ! =D

Take care.