I'm back to my old self..
I'm doing things which harming myself.
I'm doing all the things which I don't like to do..
I'm doing a lots of bad things..
Gosh.. I'm walking on the death path.
I'm on such a depressed stage right now.
I don't feel like going church anymore.
I don't feel like going to the place which I used to go.
I'm no longer a girl that is humble..
I can't find the light when I'm stuck in the darkness.