Oh.. I have viewed some of my friend's blog.
Friends are going thru sadness or toughness way etc..
Not only them are going thru all this, even I do.
But why are we need to go thru all ?
Why are we need to feel the pain in our heart ?
Why do we have sadness more than happiness ?
Why do we fight over a small issues ?
Why do we have those undesired emotion in our life ?
Why do need to deserve all this ?
Is it what we should deserve ?
Is it what we get ?
Sometimes I really can't take it, can't accepted the fact.
I denied it, I don't wish to hear a single word..
Seeing one of my friend suffering from depression, I'm so heart pain.
Why must that illness be my friend who are suffering from.
I skipped half period of mother tongue just to comfort my friend. (1st time that I skipped lesson)
My tears slowly dropping down soon when I talk to her,
but I bear with it because I don't let people see how I cry.
I really wanted to cry out to God and ask Him "Why are my friend became like this ?".
Is our life are that tough for us to handle it ?
Day by day, I really very tired dealing with this problems.
But I told myself no, it shouldn't be that way.
All they need is to have a closed friends that have a listening ear.
Solve their problem, give them some courage to hang on and persevere on no matter what.
Life is precious isn't that true ?