I just simply love my boyfriend ♥

Hello ! I'm back to post about everything I've gone thru recently.

After my life with syawal, I've learn alot of new things in life. Even though past is just a past, that's doesn't mean it can forget easily. I've tried to erase off but is so hard. I cried a lot, gone thru a lot of miserable life. I done my best being as a girlfriend, now I need to choose to give up as I need too. Because I can't really hold on anymore, he didn't get my way nor I will get his way too. No matter how I treat him the best, he always take it for granted. But I didn't regret loving him, he dots me a lot too.

On this year before valentine's day, I meet Jerome Tan Jian Wen thru commenting Rahayu's facebook photo. Hahaha. That's damn funny. Because I kept saying myself I'm fat everything, kept flooding ayu's comment on facebook. So in order to prevent keep on flooding, we have exchange emails and chat on msn. I've found out that we had a lot of things in common. As if we are really a twins.

On this year valentine's day 14/2/2011, I met Jerome in real life at Lot 1. The first impression I was like "Wow, that guy really tall. LOL" HAHA ! Before meeting him, I was so scared and kept complaining to Ayu mummy. HAHA ! Because first time meeting each other, very nervous and curious. When we met each other, we went to food junction had our dinner first then went to roof top garden and talk talk. Overall, he is a very nice guy that's share the same joy and excitement together.

Pictures !
My Dad & I ♥♥

Recently went out with Cassey to have our dinner, shopping, playing pool and slack around :)
We are so happy man ! Made such a jokes that made our stomach cramp. HAHA !
Today Cassey can't go out because is quite late, so we decided to go out tmr.
Go shopping ! :D
So today I went out with my friends and ton till 6am plus then went home.
We went to slack awhile, meet Su Er since I haven't meet her for a long time :(
Kind of miss her..
When I reached home, I went to sleep le. Very tired :(
Bye bye ! :D

Today didn't go school because I don't feel like going school.
It was a off day for me as I'm really very tired.
Meet Evelyn & En En for lunch at City Hall *En En's workplace*
We ate at Xin Wang Taiwan Cafe :D
Took photos everything..
After that En En has gone back to work, Evelyn and me went for shopping.
Evelyn wanted to buy a camera for herself as a birthday present.
So we walk the whole shopping mall and compared prices. LOL !
After that went home, at night meeting Alvina :)

Me, Ayu mummy & Elf sis :D
I JUST LOVE THEM ♥ !

Today having training from 11am to 2.30pm
Meet Indah, Ariel & Hui Xin at CCK then we went for our training.
We are late :X But then we still having training for our up coming tournament.
Play mix double, girls doubles etc..
Very tired :( I really need 12 hours of training for prepare for the up coming tournament.
After training has ended, our players went to Dover coffee shop having our lunch.
Me and Jiazhen eat Cha Shao Fan. LOL !
After that me, Indah sis & Hui Xin went to our Teck Whye Sec School for training.
We played with OM and other teachers too (:
Today really is my fun day !
After training has ended at 6pm plus, me and Hui Xin went to Lot 1 eat.
After that went to walk walk buy stuffs jiu go home already (:
I'm tired, yesterday only slept for 4 hours :(
Shall go rest now, bye ~

Worry never fixes anything.

The day we went out 25/6/2010 :D

Today went out with Ayu mummy and Elf sis (:
At first meet up with Ayu then go smoke awhile then headed to Somerset @313.
Shop and shop and we saw many things that we've aim. HAHAHA !
Next week we gonna chiong, gonna bring $200 plus go shopping !
After shopping at Somerset @313, we went to ION Orchard for shopping.
So many branded stuff ! Freaking expensive ~
I bought Rubi Shoes :D
Ayu mummy bought dress. LOL !
Then we kept shopping and shopping, so we intend to go Far East Plaza for shopping.
Ayu and me are hungry, she introduce me to a halal store damn nice ! :D
LOVE U MUMMY !
After that Alvina sis reached le, we went down to find her.
Smoke and smoke after that we go for 4th round of shopping. LOL !
WOW ! There got so many bags and shirts I've aim ! Same as Ayu too ! :D
Next week, just need to wait for next week !
We gonna chiong and buy everything that we wants !
HEHEHEHE ! End of my post :D

6 more days to go !

Last year count down 2009.
LOL ! :D

Today teaching my student at Gek Poh CC from 9am to 11am.
After that went to Alex's house rest, playing maple and using facebook (:
So long didn't get to play maple le. HAHA !
Oh ya ! Alex's mum was so good to me, cook lunch for me (:
As if I'm gonna be her daughter in law. HAHAHA !
Thank you auntie :D
After eating, prepare to go Jurong stadium.
His dad was so good, drive us to there :)
Thanks uncle ! :D
While I was inside his car, my stomach pain.
I think I ate too much food le bah :(
HAHA ! Never say NO to food :D
Reached stadium, train my student from 2pm to 5pm after went to Queenway with Alex.
We ate Katong Laksa and Otha at there ! Super nice! :D
I bought 2 jackets :)
Total cost me $60 plus ! My salary gone like this :(
HAHA! After that went to Lot 1 find my mum, went for 2nd round of shopping :D
I find nothing nice, so intend not to buy anything.
My mum wanna eat MOF ice-cream,
so I ate with her but then my stomach was so full after eating at Queenway :(
After eating ice-cream, cab home with my mum.

I'm sick of chasing people who doesn't know how to appreciate !

I'm really pissed off ! Argh ~
Going in ITE really makes my life uneasy, very sway, so many troubles for me to go settle.
Knn.. Born on the wrong year seriously..
Go in the wrong school, shouldn't go ITE in the first place..
Fuck the school fuck everything !

Just took it last 2 days ago :)

Later going meet Faith at Lot 1 3.30pm
Ah Lei might coming too..
Oh well.. Morning just pissed me off for the whole day right now..
Should not dirty my blog by saying that person.
Later go church jiu go home liao.

To someone that I've hurted and disappointed you: Ariel Goh

I'm sorry for what I've done, the whole thing is all my fault.
I know I'm such a bitch to do that but I'm not done it with any purpose.
I don't know what I'm doing after that case that makes me really stress & tired,
I really hope that you can forgive me.
I'm really very sorry.
I hope your anger have cool down and really understand and accept my forgiveness.
I know you are really really very angry, but I really not wanting to harm you.
I'm not that kind of person, seriously.
I just don't know why I told him everything after that case, I'm stress & tired.
I hope you can understand.
I won't do it again, this is my first and last.
No more next time, I promised.

I guess I've gone too far/much & done this to you.
I'm really sorry Ariel.

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Faith wore high heels ! :)
I'm sitting beside eating my bread.
HAHA ! xD

Meeting up with Faith first at Lot 1.
Went to Paslam Malam walk walk (:
See nothing much, Faith is hungry then went up to food court eat.
She eating only, I'm not eating because I eaten at home le.
After that still have time, we went to Paslam Malam walk walk again..
EnEn bestie text me said wanna meet me early, so we meet her 3pm at JE.
We reached in time, she still not reach yet.
So we sit and wait for her to come.
We wait and wait for her 30mins then she reached :(
So damn tired..
Heading down to Expo together, fall asleep in train.
Thanks EnEn's shoulder being a pillow for me. HAHA !
Reached Expo, Bestie leg pain so we sit at the staircase.
I told them to exchange shoes if they are willing. HAHA.
So both of them had agreed to change (:
Faith wore high heels ! :D
So we headed down to Hall 1 for our service (:
7.30pm ended the service,
Bestie & me went home because I've probation and Bestie leg pain.
Reached home at 9pm (:
Thanks Bestie! :D

3 more days to Judgment Day :(
I pray for Mercy.

Me & Ah Lin :D

HOHO ! EnEn bestie is back ~
Finally after for so long she has gone missing, miss her so much :(
Now keeping in contact with her. YEA ! (Y)
Went to her house and play with her nieces, so miss them badly :(
EnEn, her nieces and me are hungry..
So we decided to eat KFC,
when we call and ask about delivery time they said must wait about 1 an half hour.
Wah.. So we canceled,
then we decided to eat Mac because I know they will deliver quite fast (:
So we ordered Double Mac Spicy meal, Double Quarter Pounder meal & Mac Wings (:
Total $26.90 (including delivery charge)
Eat at her house that's my dinner already.
I gave EnEn 1 spicy patty for her because she wants. HAHA !
After finished eating, clear it and play with her nieces (:
They just look so cute and adorable :D
8pm plus went home because having probation :(
End of my post.

Me :D

Today went out with Alvina to watch movie "The Karate Kid"
So nice & touching ! :D
Bought the ticket first then we went to food junction to have our lunch,
we ate pepper lunch.
I ate half of it then pass it to Alvina, I really too full and can't able to finish it.
Then since Alvina so hungry, I give it to her. HAHA.
After eating, we went down to slack then went up to catch our show.
After finished watching it, we went to Lot 1 outside slack.
Talk and talk all the way until 9pm I left there, because I'm having probation.
Reached home and then used computer chatting with Alex now (:
My saviour kaki ! HAHA !
Thank you so much ! :D

When Judgment day has come, I hope everything will be fine.
Cassey, let's have faith and hopes in us that everything will go on smoothly.
We might know that things may not turn out the way we expected it to be,
but let's hope everything will be fine.
Let's go thru this together and let's pray hard that our sentence will be lesser (Probation).

Dear God,
Thank you for this time that I can spend time with You, thanks for the things You've done.
Our Father in heaven, Hallowed be Your name.
I pray everything will go smoothly, every of our tears are crying for your mercy.
We are worried for sentence, we don't know who to seek for except for You.
When problems that's come to us, we are terrified and trembling.
You are our Father, You are the way the truth and the light.
I pray that You will provide every solution to our problems.
Your name were so holy.
We stand before You, thank you for everything You've done.
I pray all this in Your name, Amen.

Promoter at John Little (:

Now is June Holiday le !
Working life now ! :D Working as a Promoter at John Little Expo Hall 4 (:
Working with DT and Cassey,
but then Boss ask DT transferred to Tampines Giant work as Promoter :(
Goodbye DT :( I'll miss you !
From now on, working with Cassey all the way and IT Fair is coming up.
Registration is tmr but me and Cassey can't make it, so we are not going to work le :)
Gonna ask boss for jobs.
End here for today (:
Take care guys. <3

Sorry readers that I didn't post for so long because due to my lazyness, so I intend to post today to kill time (: I miss you all ! :)